I learned some things about myself last night.  I took a personality test, the MyersBriggs, at a church Enrichment group night.  It was fun.  I learned that I am an introvert.  Does that sound right to you?  At first the results really disturbed me but my good friend Cheryl helped me understand it more clearly.  Thanks Cheryl!  
A ha!  I realized that where I am comfortable I will talk, but where I am not comfortable I am silent.    
I get picked on a lot.  All my life I have been an "easy target", as some would say.   I strongly dislike it.  After many years of it I finally have learned how to stand my ground.  Sometimes not so nicely!  
It is very hard for me to talk to people I do not know.  I don’t like large group settings.  I don’t like to be the center of attention in group settings either.  If I am going to be in a large setting I want to take someone with me.  I then feel comfortable.  If no one is available to come with me, I just don’t go.  Or I am uncomfortable and nervous while there.
I realized why I talk so much to those I am the closest to.  I am comfortable with them.  I don’t talk otherwise.  How weird!  I am a situational extrovert.  Fascinating!   
This is just so interesting to me.  I want to know more!  
Todd is an extrovert.  He very easily engages people in conversation and I stress about it.  I hide my stress, but then I sweat!  No joke!  When I go to the Doctor’s office, which is rare, I sweat the entire time.  I do not like talking to people I don’t know.  Most of the time I feel like they don’t quite understand me; or they think that I’m a little strange.  When I know a person and know that they love me for who I am, I am much more comfortable.  I have a really hard time being wrong.  I get very embarrassed if I am wrong.  I used to hate being called on to talk in class when I was in school.  Even though I am a smart person and did well in school I hated the pressure.  
I am doing a lot of reflecting today.  Love it!  Yup...that is introverted!  What a nut I am!  I am starting to really think about my personality.  What makes me who I am. We shall see where that takes me!
 
 
Congrats my friend. I too had a wonderful evening learning about myself and my fellow sisters. Glad I could help. Love you tons!!
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